Whenever I feel any extreme emotion, I immediately begin to write. Writing allows me to word vomit my feelings in my usual overdramatic manner without having to deal with the repercussions (and let’s be real, ridicule) of voicing my many feelings out loud to friends.
My last posts have been pretty depressing. I wasn’t talking to my friends. I stayed home most days and nights. I was talking about pursuing different things but never really worked for it.
Well, these past few weeks have been much better. I made an effort to be with friends. Being in the company of other people and making an effort to socialize has had such a profound effect on my well-being. It motivated me to pursue different goals to be proud of myself.
Today, I just received my first acceptance to pharmacy school. This was never the plan I had intended for my life, but there you go.